The gloves are helping. I had a rather slow morning of
seeing my cousins off before dawn, doing a little domestic hospitality for my
beloved, then reading the paper, which actually turned into an unintended nap.
I awoke with the sensation of needing to move, so I donned my gym clothes and
meandered onto the track at the gym. It was nice to walk and listen to the
Harmonizer. I eased into one of the mountain-climbing machines for a little
cardio play. And then I put on my gloves to see what the bar felt like today.
I could still feel a bit of the soreness from the last bar
workout, but my mental baggage is much lighter. I did a couple of the
jump-holds. I moved over to the tri-cept handles to see what the core muscles
felt like. And then I wondered whether I could simply jump up to the highest
bar and see what that felt like.
I reached the bar without too much hassle. First grip wasn’t
quite thorough enough, so I released and looked up again. Aim for a little more
‘toast’ in the jump, as my soccer-coach used to say. “We don’t want Melba
toast! Texas toast preferred.” I jumped up and felt the grip I’d hoped. I
swayed a little, focusing on the grip. I hung for a bit, stilling the swing,
then began to play with a little of the preparatory swing Natalie taught me a couple
weeks back. I felt a flash of fear about my shoulders, but focused on the
back-muscles and core muscles. I widened my hips in my mind, and allowed the
legs to reach out a bit more, with more extension. Hands grew weary, so I
released, to rest again. Another jump up, and I felt I ‘had’ it—nice grip,
felt-sense of confidence about muscles’ firing, and I found myself smiling. I
swung a bit back and forth. Released, repeat. This is much more fun, I thought
to myself. I also am remembering to listen to the weariness that’s the
natural by-product of these muscles exerting themselves. It’s no longer an “I
can’t do that” but a “I can do this a few times and then I get too tired to be
sure of my form” kind of thing.
One more jump, just because I can, and I felt my ring for
the first time. “I forgot I had my wedding ring on!” I heard inside. I relinquished the hold, looked down at my
left hand, and felt light-headed with shock.
My ring finger was blood-red, on the outside, unlike any of
my other fingers. “Oh shit,” I said aloud. I pulled off my glove, saw it was
bright red above the wedding ring, and in a panic, wiggled off the wedding
ring, half-expecting excruciating pain for moving it over the joint. Nothing.
No pain. I sat down, so as not to pass out. “What in the world…?!”
I have my first official ‘war wound’ of the adventure! I
guess I have to wear my wedding ring on my pinky-finger or not at all, as many
blood vessels must have burst with the
jump-and-hang play at the high bar. Confirmation from my physician-father
assures me it’s a surface thing, and not to worry. Natalie too. All is well,
though my finger looks horrid. I wonder if it will turn bruise/blue next?
Next time, I’ll remember to take off the wedding ring.
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